The Rebuild

When a billion-dollar company ceases to have a solid customer service structure when these things happen, you’re stuck out . . . and that’s me, I’m stuck out (nice to meet you).

I know it’s been a while (LONG WHILE) since I’ve updated my portfolio, and it’s been even longer since I’ve cleared all of my spam comments on Deelishis’ post (don’t ask, but it’s 10’s of thousands). This blog post is more of a notification that I’ve updated the portfolio section of my site, as well as a pending sale coming for Scorpio Season. I love celebrating my bornday with the world, even though 99.9% of it doesn’t even care or know LOL. I’ve attached a video (IG reel) and 2 teaser pics from the updates, head over to my portfolio for the real treats. (I promise that wasn’t a  Halloween pun, nor will you be disappointed in what you find.

I titled this post “The Rebuild” due to the fact that I’ve lost my personal and business Facebook pages to hackers who’ve managed to lock me out of my own accounts. That was hard to deal with because I had just lost my Grandmother and both of my beautiful great aunts in less than a month’s time, and the only images I had of either of them were on my original Facebook accounts. At this point, there’s no use in crying over spilled milk. When a billion-dollar company ceases to have a solid customer service structure when these things happen, you’re stuck out . . . and that’s me, I’m stuck out (nice to meet you). Below are the links to my social media, follow me! Even if you don’t care to keep up with my day-to-day ongoings of creativity and nonsense, just have a heart, will ya?

Personal Facebook

Business Facebook

Instagram


God of War

Today, I finished God of War and I couldn’t keep my mind off of my real life Kratos, Hewitt Henderson. We met with him as my client, but before he left the studio… he was nothing less than my friend. The friendship grew into brotherhood and before he transcended, I recognized him as a warrior teacher… You only meet ONE person like H2 (another nickname) in your lifetime. My advice is simple: whoever they are, hold on to them, absorb their teachings and allow their spirit to radiate with yours. As for me, I’m still living, working hard to fulfill the promise I made to him, daily.
Promises are a funny thing, they’re made to be broken, else the word may not exist at all. Although I’ve broken my promise more than a few times before, I still work to keep it. Call it a fool’s errand, but being better than the day before isn’t as easy as I thought. However, the journey has been more than painful, more than life-changing . . . even more than rewarding. This post is for a friend but also to share my thoughts with everyone. May you rest easy Hewitt Henderson, you’re always in my ear giving me the wisdom to make it through life’s battles. You showed me how to build my Iron Man suit with no tools and you showed me to win wars without fighting. You were and will ALWAYS be, my God of War.

You only meet ONE person like H2


To Be Great

Changes make you grow. I keep that in mind as I proceed through life, career, and creativity. The biggest example of it comes in the very fact that I am a photographer. I know it’s easy to say, “I didn’t see myself doing this as a kid”, but that’s the direct honesty of it. As a child, art was always my ‘thing’ but I was led to believe that it wouldn’t carry me throughout life. I’m sure you’ve heard the term ‘starving artist’, right? Yeah, the worst motivational speech to give a young one with paint, pencils, and markers in his backpack, but it was better than nothing. Growing up, I stayed creative throughout puberty and even my teenage years by the means of Photoshop. Not entirely leaving traditional art behind, I began to dive into graphic design, creating websites, 3D abstracts, video editing, and flash animation. Yes! The list was long but Photography? By the time I graduated junior high, I understood the process of developing film, however, that’s where the line was drawn. Since I began using photoshop seriously at 16, I’ve always had an ‘eye’ for quality photos. It only made sense to have great quality stock photography when designing anything for marketing, promotion or just flat-out grabbing someone’s attention. As it would also turn out, I enjoyed the process of finding the ‘right photo’ for whatever design I was creating at the time.

Years later, the ‘right photo’ is what I’m still looking for and the journey to find it has been beyond my wildest dreams . . . maybe not that wild, but I couldn’t have imagined things any better than what they are. All this time spent TRYING and I never realized I  was DOING all that I loved to do and more! To be great, in part, you must be consistent and progressively moving forward. When things get rough, don’t stop, slow. Slow yourself to a pace were you can notice the things that you’ve earned from the Universe . . . then KEEP GOING.